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What About Me 46°
WHAT ABOUT ME?
Micael
wishing you the best in the worst way

Hello dear Tanamesars,
The biggest news in my life lately is that I went to Primavera Sound in Barcelona last weekend! Three full days of music, friends, and the delicious sense of being far away from reality. It was exactly the kind of escape I knew I needed — and that for sure will become a core memory for the year.
But I’ll be honest: I learned something I kind of already suspected… I’m not really built for festivals. This was my first full-on experience — I’d only ever done one-day events before (mostly because I never had the money for the full deal, but this time Fever sponsored me — thanks, Fever 😌). And while some friends were out there from 3pm to 5am, living their best lives and ready to do it all again the next day, I… was not. I felt surprisingly okay just showing up in time for the headliners and one extra show I was curious about. Then heading home with my legs still intact really for a decent night of sleep.
For a long time, I tried to hold on to this idea that I was the extroverted, always-down-for-anything friend — the party person. Especially back in high school and university, I think that was how people saw me and I wanted to keep up with their expectations. But the truth is, even back then it always took a toll. It drained me, even if I was smiling. These days, with the gift of a fully formed frontal lobe, I see joy in other rhythms too. But that’s a topic for another time.
What really surprised me about the festival was how incredibly well-organized it was. I didn’t queue for drinks. Not even once. Bathrooms? Max five minutes. I’ve been to Lollapalooza in Brazil and other festivals in Italy, and honestly? Primavera plays in another league when it comes to structure and logistics. No wonder it’s one of the biggest in the world. And if you like the experience, I couldn’t recommend it more.
And let me give a moment of glory to Chappell Roan. Of all the headliners, she was the one I was least excited about — and the one I knew the fewest songs from. But wow. Her presence, her energy, her voice… it made total sense why she blew up last year. She gave herself completely to the audience, and even the songs I didn’t know became instant favorites. I left that concert a fan, no question.
But the best part of festivals — always — is the people. There’s a type of energy in that environment that’s so open, so light, so ready to laugh, connect, and maybe never see each other again. There’s something magical about those fleeting connections. And to everyone I crossed paths with, especially the ones who complimented my outfit — thank you. You are the real heros out there.
Next year? Who knows. Maybe if there’s a four-star hotel involved and Fever gives me a green light again...
With love,
Micael.